Saturday, October 29, 2011

I Believe - Rough

Verse 1

The sky is falling all around me
Pushing me down
Falling slowly,
Trying, dying
Is it worth it in the end?

Chorus

Push comes to shove now
What am I fighting for?
You’re the reason I’m still standing
Are you still there?

Verse 2

Vision blurring all around me
I can’t see clearly
They say love is blind
But if I can’t see you
Why do I go on?

Chorus

Push comes to shove now
What am I fighting for?
You’re the reason I’m still standing
Are you still there?


Bridge


Even though I don't believe in much
Love, I believe in us

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Afraid to Fall (rough)

With your bright blue eyes
And your golden hair
I can see clearly now
Fireworks going off inside my mind

With your beautiful moves
And your flawless lines
Dancing through my heart
Making my world revolve

With all the love
Your heart can hold
You held me close
And I swore we’d never let go

It’s like the rainy day before the clouds part
It’s like the brokenness of my unrepentant heart
Without your love, without your touch
My life seems so small, where’d you go?
I’m so afraid to fall

Friday, April 15, 2011

Stand Still - Original Song

Verse 1

Standing in silence
Crying through pain
Wanting for naught
But it’s all in vain

Chorus

(cause I’m)
Spinning. Falling.
Calling. Drowning.
I don’t know what’s true
And I don’t know what I’m to do
Reality’s a blur. Girl,
Won’t you stand still?

Verse 2

Walk across the room.
Try to stay on my feet.
Moving through hurt
Can’t miss a beat

Chorus

(cause I’m)
Spinning. Falling.
Calling. Drowning.
I don’t know what’s true
And I don’t know what I’m to do
Reality’s a blur. Girl,
Won’t you stand still?

Bridge


I don’t know how it came to this
Lost and confused in my own mind
I can’t see you right in front of me
Tell me you’re still there

Chorus

(and I’m still)
Spinning. Falling.
Calling. Drowning.
I don’t know what’s true
And I don’t know what I’m to do
Reality’s a blur. Girl,
Won’t you stand still?

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Battlefield - Original Song

VERSE 1

Standing on this battlefield
Stained red with love
My heart waged war against my mind
My nerves and my strength

PRE-CHORUS

Could this be life?
Could we be real?

CHORUS

Hear me screamin’
Through these feelings
Pain isn’t so bad in the long run
Don’t leave me sleepin’
Barely breathin’
Just let me feel like I’m alive

VERSE 2


It all comes burning down
Whenever you’re around
And it’s all falling apart
My empty hope of a dream

PRE-CHORUS

Could this be life?
Could we be real?

CHORUS

Hear me screamin’
Through these feelings
Pain isn’t so bad in the long run
Don’t leave me sleepin’
Barely breathin’
Just let me feel like I’m alive

VERSE 3


Living life moment by moment
It’s the way it has to be
Won’t get distracted
Can’t get relaxed

PRE-CHORUS


Could this be life?
Could we be real?

CHORUS

Hear me screamin’
Through these feelings
Pain isn’t so bad in the long run
Don’t leave me sleepin’
Barely breathin’
Just let me feel like I’m alive
I need to feel alive

Thursday, November 4, 2010

My Heart Back - Original Song

verse 1
I throw on my shirt
Getting ready to go out tonight
Look in the mirror
See my future laid bare
Gonna have a good time
With my friends, not a care in the world
I think to myself
Why haven’t I done this before?

chorus
Is it over yet?
I’m done with you now
Is this as hard as it gets?
I just want my heart back

verse 2
Step in the room
Feel the music rip through my soul
I feel alive again
Can you tell that I’m movin’ on?
movin’ and feelin’ along
Baby without you
Staring across the room
I can feel your eyes on me


chorus

Is it over yet?
I’m done with you now
Is this as hard as it gets?
I just want my heart back

bridge

You’re the last thing
Last thing on my mind
Cause when this night is over
And the last song’s played
You’ll be the last one
Last one I see through
Girl can I tell you
You’ll be the last thing I think of
Before I close my eyes

Chorus/tag
Are we over yet?
Am I over you yet?
Is this as hard as it gets?
I just want it, I want it, I want
I can’t have my heart back

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Mirror - Original Song

verse 1
I remember when
When I used to have it all together
I was the one you always wanted
Do you remember that?

chorus
Look in the mirror now
And tell me what you see
I can’t see anything
The reflection isn’t me

verse 2
Never get to close they say
That’s how I’ll live
Cause there’s just no way
Anyone could replace you

chorus
Look in the mirror now
And tell me what you see
I can’t see anything
The reflection isn’t me

verse 3
Nobody knows
Nobody cares
Who I am underneath it all
Now who I am is defined by who I was

chorus
Look in the mirror now
And tell me what you see
I can’t see anything
The reflection isn’t me


verse 4
That mirror’s never changing
I can’t see forward
I’m stuck in the rut you left me in
How do I escape?

chorus
Look in the mirror now
And tell me what you see
I can’t see anything
The reflection isn’t me

bridge
Why O Why did you do it?
How O How did it come to this?
I just wanna see you in that mirror
Staring back at me
The future plain to see

Does somebody care?
Does somebody know?

chorus
Look in the mirror now
And tell me what you see
I can’t see anything
The reflection isn’t me

ending
Does anybody care?
Does anybody know?

Friday, October 15, 2010

Missing - Original Song

VERSE 1

It’s been so long since you’ve been gone
Since I’ve seen your face
Although life goes on
I’m just standing here
Filled with pain

It’s like I’m running forward
But my feet won’t move
Standing still when all I want
Is to be with you

CHORUS

Why can’t I find you?
You’re just out of view
Why can’t I touch you?
You’re just beyond my reach
I’ve been hanging on to this thread called hope
I just want to be with you
Am I missing or are you?

VERSE 2

Spending time together
And yet so far apart
We’ve been through it all
But still we’re strangers

You aren’t the one I knew
You said the same to me
We thought we had each other
When all we had were broken dreams

CHORUS

Why can’t I find you?
You’re just out of view
Why can’t I touch you?
You’re just beyond my reach
I’ve been hanging on to this thread called hope
I just want to be with you
Am I missing or are you?

VERSE 3


Life is what will be
No matter what I say or do
I want nothing to do with me
Even though I’m overdue
For some time with you

Your smile still captivates
Your eyes still sparkle
I want no else
But I’m just too late

CHORUS


Why can’t I find you?
You’re just out of view
Why can’t I touch you?
You’re just beyond my reach
I’ve been hanging on to this thread called hope
I just want to be with you
Am I missing or are you?

BRIDGE

And I’m still searching
I’m still running
I’m still chasing
I’m still missing you

ENDING

I can find you
Right here in front of me
I can hold you
In my arms where you belong


Now that I’ve found you
I can’t let you go
We won’t be missing